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Saturday, June 25, 2005

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 07:54:45 GMT

The reason that people should stay together..

is because no one is perfect at everything..

The reason that you should hold my hand..

is to share the goods and bads that we have..

^^''

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 06:56:50 GMT

I lost my phone card!! BoOooO!!!

I only used 3 minutes of it =''=

It was my mom's b-day on the 23rd.

Luuf has been calling me and yeah we talked like friends.

Hey, did u guys know what's the difference between a special person and an important person?

I just found out because now Luuf is still important but not special anymore.

An important person, for example you see a full moon,

you'll call and ask them the next morning if they've seen it.

A special person, you'll call them at the time u see the moon and tell them to come out and look at it with you.

OooH!!...

ok, I sounded crazy and stupid = ='

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 04:19:50 GMT

1. Close friends are the ones who get farther away the most, the fastest, and forever

2. Not getting to go back to Thailand

3. 9th-heart broken

10th-grades dropped

11th- lost of opportunities

12th-doing the right things at the wrong time

4. Grad night was a waste of money

5. Graduation was a bad memory

6. everyone, everything

........

is there anything worst?

90 damn days left

Friday, June 17, 2005

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 15:21:00 GMT

At Fern's house after Grad night.

Graduation: got there at like.. 5.59 pm

Good part of graduation:

1. The students' speeches

2. The counselor said my name right

3. Met Gina, Astri, Janina, Melty, and so on

Bad part of graduation:

1. Idiots yelling 05 when it's not time. That ruined my moment

2. People not respecting rules, stood up and cheer

3. Mrs. Carter's speech was too long

4. Did get to take pics with my brother and family because we had to rush to the fricken bus

5. Did not take pics with Gina, Janina, Astri.

Grad night!!

Good part-

1. Went with Trang, Fern, and K

2. Actually get to ride a good ride at the end.

Bad part-

1. Lines were really long

2. They took my graduation picture taking time and wasted it waiting on the bus

3. Expensive

4. Trang lost her friend

5. Disneyland is very lousy, things are either closed or broken

6. Food: restaurant's price, junk taste

7. Stupid graduates cut in lines

8. Bus blamed us that we were late one hour ((they said they'll leave at 6.30 though, we got there at 6.24))

did they not understand i wanted to make it worth my $70 that I worked my ass of for??

conclusion: I had a good experience of a bad time

Celebrate at ur places!! Don't spend 70 bucks for that type of experience

Seriously, they'll advertise u many ways

But what will u do with ppl u don't know?? who cares???

At least, celebrate with ur family, 3 hours, sleep at 2 am. Wake up at 9 am and u have energy to celebrate another day with ur friends.

I had really bad highschool years

Monday, June 13, 2005

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:07:44 GMT

Finals today: French, AP Stats.. oh = ='

French was not hard at all and I was sleepy at the end.

AP stats finals were long time ago so we were just doing presentations.

Today my brother was suppose to have me cut his hair. He changed his mind like.. right when I put the scissors on his hair.

this is like my picture album from Jan-June.

http://applepics.com

Luuf called me last night. Didn't talk about anything much, I just pretend like nothing happened between us.

Randomly luuf just sang this song to me

"ÍÂÒ¡ ¨Ðà»ç¹¤¹´Õ¢Í§à¸Í ¤¹áººäË¹·Õèà¸ÍÃÑ¡¨ÃÔ§

·Õèà¸Í¨ÐäÁè·Í´·Ôé§....."

.........

As I've been saying, I know u love me a lot....... but it's still not enough.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 08:48:17 GMT

Next week is finals.

Only 3 days left to see . . . .

......

I wrote 2 songs last night.

I wrote to my "dream".

I always have songs for different people, even for "moment" too.

I've been having good dream about ...

But it's only a dream that will never come true.

Sooner or later, my 20 songs might be posted somewhere on the web.

Friday, June 10, 2005

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 05:25:54 GMT

Do you have to wait until it gets dark to see that the day was bright?

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 04:43:46 GMT

First, what I want to complain is..

My stat conclusion is due tomorrow and Jenny hasn't bring me back the calculator she borrowed on Friday.

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Happy B-Day === http://kclub.exteen.com!!

Yeah, today I thought my cousin Fern would bring her friends to my restaurant so I could celebrate K's b-day. BUT NOO!! They didn't come, and K only brought his mother to eat. I already bought the cake though((I just knew before he came too that he was coming)). And Fern came only for 15 minutes and left.

So we had to wait until 9 to cut the cake becaz there were customers. We didn't do anything much because there were only K, his mom, me, my mom, my 2 guests. But because K is the kind of person that can get along with anything and can make any place fun, so only 6 of us made the day ^^''.

BUT!! When he blew the candles, it took him about 10 times to finish them all = ='. haha, it was actually a good day for me though. K said no one had celebrated his b-day for 3 years already. But I've never celebrated anyone's b-day neither((just because I didn't have a restaurant and some ppl just don't come!!))

Anywayz, if there are anymore b-days come to my place k? It's small enough to fit 22 people ((hmm..))

No H2O today darn it. What am I gonna do now???

Ok, back to K... ¡çÍÒÂØ 18 áÅéÇ¹Ð¤Ð ¢ÍãËéàµÔºâµà»ç¹¼ÙéãËè·ÕèÁÕ µèÍä»ã¹Í¹Ò¤µÁÕ talk show stage à»ç¹¢Í§µÑÇàÍ§à¤ÕÂ§¤Ùè¾Õèâ¹êµÍØ´Á âÎÐææ

HAPPY B-DAY!

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 05:39:58 GMT

I called luuf yesterday, saying "You don't have to love me so much."

Today I called again. The question was "Why?"

............ the reason is......

We don't know each other ....... we only love the person who writes the letter, and the face on the picture.

Because I am a person. If you see me, you will understand that I cannot look good all the time as the picture.

question:"Is it because I don't call you?"

.........answer:"No"

.................You knew???? You knew I would feel bad and still let it happen. But I understand you had no time.

Now it's all my fault. What a bitch I am for making someone who loves me cry.

It's all my fault; I'm a bad person.

How could I say ........

how could I let things turn out this way between us.

question:"Am I still the same?"

.............should I .. should I not?

Tell me why, tell me why not..

Did I want to tell you something?

....... not exactly.

I could not even handle the word "I'm gonna go."

I could not say it, I did not want to hear it.

From you, it sounds like you're gonna go forever. .

The truth is.. I don't want to lose you.

At the same time, I'm not ready to have you neither.

I am confused. I am very confused. So many things happened during these years. How sweet we were before we turned out to be just "you" and "me". Why couldn't we be the same....

I admit the bitch I am for liking somebody else, but nobody replaces you. I don't know what it is that made me loyal to you for two years. I don't know what it is you have done that makes me not able to lose you....................

I don't know what it is.

Monday, June 06, 2005

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 05:32:31 GMT

HEY I FORGOT TO TALK ABOUT AN EXCITING THING

I MET A DRUNK PERSON YESTERDAY,,WEEEEEE!!

MAN! i'VE HEARD PPL TALK SO MUCH ABOUT HIM AND I JUST HAD A CHANCE TO MEET HIM THE FIRST TIME.

DUDE, I SHOULD'VE ASKED FOR HIS AUTOGRAPH!

ok, now I see.

I wish I had a camera with me so I can take a VDO and send it to him so he knows how disgusting it is when he's drunk.

I hate ppl who drinks and smoke. I don't know why they have to do it but it's kind of stupid.

Some ppl just do it because their friend's offer. idiots.

ok, enough complains.

I don't care if u smoke or not. But if ur a friend of mine and do so, or in a radius that I can see u smoking, I'll throw a punch in ur face for trying to kill me by making me breath in the increasing nicotine in the air.